Saying GoodBye to Teddy the Chow Chow
by Janet
My beautiful red 13 1/2 year old Chow Chow was diagnosed 1 1/2 years ago with Malignant Melanoma. They gave him less than 1 year. I have treated him with many herbal products and lots of antioxidants! He has surprised the vets.
His melanoma was at the base of the tongue and was discovered during a dental cleaning. They could not get it all because it's his tongue; therefore, borders were left. I cannot see growth forward but I do notice an odor and he does pant and drool. His appetite continues to be great and he drinks his water as usual.
However, he has extreme difficulty walking. Severe movement limitations. He still wants to go for walks but it takes a long time and it looks so painful. We don't go far. He loves to ride in the car. I lift him in and out. He greets me when I come home by barking. It's his hello.
However, I cannot continue to witness his decline and obvious pain. He is on a lot of pain medication: Medicam, aspirin, joint supplementation but it is only temporary. I am unable to get him well. I have made an appointment on Tuesday for euthanasia. I will lay down with him and stroke him and make the transition as loving and caring as possible. We will be together during this time. I pray I will feel his spirit leave his body, as I have with Serena (my cat) of 16 years. I am not going to wait until he stops eating and his sadness and pain grows. It is time to end his suffering. His spirit will be set free & we will reunite one day.
He is my Teddy Bear. We have always been together. I sing to him, brush and bath him and he has been my boy. He has been my protector & companion. I love him beyond reason and am heartbroken that he must leave. I will remember all the wonderful times and never forget his beauty. He is a beautiful red fluffy Chow Chow who was my Christmas present over 13 years ago.
Love you Teddy! I will always love my Teddy! It hurts and I cry but your pain must end. I will miss you forever!
Your Mommy, Janet
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